The Soundproof Room

He almost deleted everything.

Not just the files. The website, the backups, the scribbled outlines in the Notes app. Ten years of stories, typed out in the gaps—after work, before sleep, in between everything else. Stories that never really took off, never went viral, never reached the “right people.”

He had given them his best. His real stuff—the kind of things you only admit on the page. But the world was loud. And his work was… not.

That morning, he’d stared at the homepage of his site and felt the full ache of being invisible.

Like he’d built something beautiful in a soundproof room.

And wasn’t that the cruelest part? That he still cared. That after all this time, he still hoped someone would hear.

He clicked through his old stories—some with five views, some with none. A couple of them he still loved. Most he couldn’t even remember writing.

There was one in particular—a simple piece about kindness, barely 900 words. He remembered finishing it late one night, feeling like he had really said something. He’d even smiled to himself as he scheduled the post. It got one like. From a spam account.

He sat back in his chair, ran a hand down his face, and remembered when all this began—before the website, before the rejections, before the quiet. Just him, a blank Word doc, and the first time someone said, “You should do something with this.”

He believed them. For a while.

He opened his hard drive. Selected the folders. His wrist cracked as he moved the mouse.. Stories – Finished. Stories – Drafts. Stories – Abandoned.

Dragged them all to the trash.

The icon changed. There they were—ten years of him, one step away from disappearing.

He hovered over Empty Trash.

One finger resting on the mouse. Another on the desk, tapping a slow rhythm like he was waiting for something. A sign. A reason. A voice.

Nothing came.

He got up. Poured a cup of coffee. His shoulders slumped slightly as he stared out the window at nothing in particular.. He didn’t feel dramatic. Just done.

Eventually, he sat back down and opened his laptop again. Not to write—just to check email, maybe pay a bill, move through the day like people do.

One new message.

No subject line. Just a name he half-recognized.

He almost deleted it on reflex. But he clicked.

The message was short.

“Hey—

Not sure if you even check this anymore, but I just wanted to say thank you.

I read your stories during a really hard time, when I didn’t think I was going to get through it.

There was something in them that felt real. Like you actually understood.

Anyway… I’m doing better now.

Just thought you should know—it helped.”

He read it once.

Then again. Slower.

He remembered her—barely. A book fair, maybe. She’d lingered near the table longer than most. Said his stories felt different. Quieter. Like they meant something.

No big audience. No viral post. No awards.

Just one person who made it to the other side—and carried something he built with her.

He sat back.

And in that moment, he realized: Maybe the room hadn’t been soundproof after all. Maybe it had just been waiting for the right ears. And maybe, just maybe, that one voice in the quiet was worth more than a thousand in the crowd.

Because someone had heard him.

And someone had lived.

He didn’t rush to post about it. Didn’t take a screenshot or write a thread.

Instead, he pulled his chair in. Sat up straighter. Opened a new blank document.

The cursor blinked. Waiting.

He placed his hands on the keys—not to be seen, not to be liked, just steady hands ready to try again, because he still had something to say.

And someone might need it.

Jonathan Austen

I work as a professional sports photographer, primarily covering the Arizona White Mountains area and beyond. I've been fortunate to have my work featured in newspapers and magazines across the state, extending even to Wyoming. Moreover, I've had the privilege of seeing my photographs showcased on billboards and banners for the National High School Rodeo Finals.

https://jonathanausten.com
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